wedding bells!

The time has finally come, I have only waited for this day since I was 5 years old!
I am getting married this september, I am over the moon about it and couldnt ask for a better man to share my life with.
As much as I knew saying yes would start a feud, I didnt think it would be this bad. The more I think about starting this blog, the more I think its the best thing I can do to get things off my chest.
I have been battling a relationship with my mother for almost 30 years now, and I guess I just thought that my wedding day would make her realize what she really does to a persons heart. I know its for the best, but everyday I wonder if I did the right thing by letting go. I am very sick from being so sick to my stomache everytime I get off the telephone with her, and being in tears. Life isnt easy and I know that this is a test of who I am as a person. For anyone who has known me long enough knows that I have had nothing but bad memories about my her, I hated my childhood and have many  good memories of her. I hate to say it, and some people may not like or agree with what is said, but I know I will sleep better knowing that I have such  great support system elsewhere, and that the rest is in gods hands.

I cannot wait for my wedding day! There is no doubt in my mind that this is who I want to marry. He is my shoulder to cry on, my rock and my life and if he  can put up with me at my worst, which he has seen MANY times, then this man is mine for eternity.

Stay tuned for wedding plans, details and stories, as I am sure there are many more to come.

thanks to all my listeners.